Wonderfully Made
October 14, 2010
Today during my morning reading, I read in Psalm139. The entire chapter is amazing, but here are a few excerpts:
1 O Lord, you have searched me
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O Lord.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
When you first read verses 1-4 did you make you say “uh oh”? God knows our every thought before we think it, and our every word before we speak it. Sometimes I wish He would stop me from speaking since He already knows I’m gonna say something stupid.
However, the further I read into this chapter of Psalm, the more comforted I felt by God’s knowledge of and love for me. Verse 13 says “For you created my inmost being” and 14 goes on to say “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;”. Today, those two verses alone are motivating to me to act more intentionally on something I’ve been half-heartedly working on for a while. If God created every fiber of my being, and I am wonderfully made, why do I try so hard to mess it up? I do not take care of my body like I should, and those two verses are quite convicting. Some days it’s hard to believe that I am wonderfully made when I look in the mirror or on days that I am in pain, but I think this goes far beyond the physical as well. Yeah, obviously this makes me want to take care better care of my body, but I am wonderfully made on the inside too. Do you know anyone who suffers from low self-esteem or insecurity? Share this verse with them today, and let them know that God “knit them together in [their] mother’s wound.” That person is perfectly as God designed them, fearfully and wonderfully made. It might just give them a new outlook that begins some repairs on their heart that only God can make.
